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Sunday, October 26, 2008

i don tink i have anything to say so... pics time! :P

nice hor?

10:27 PM

Friday, October 24, 2008

haha atrey gotta new blog but i promised not to add. :P to atrey: wad does garbage has todo with ginseng?

I can't wait for tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................................

and the pics i promise would be coming up soon... maybe a few wks time. :P

3:30 AM

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

ya i confirm we ok liao coz he toked to me, eat with me and woked with me! ahhhhhh so excited! :P

5:07 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Yay i and him ok liao! wan to noe how? don tell u! Congrats to me, myself, and i! :P currently nothing to tok... bye!

8:56 PM

hi today legs very tired butt also pain coz fall down wen rollerskating. but improve from 2 years ago. only fall down 4 times leh! 1 time kena push. fun but forget how to speed liao. :P aiya donno wad to say... btw the equipments of the roller skates reminds me of... serena"s dog(no offend).

butt stil pain... ouch. bye!

2:40 AM

Monday, October 20, 2008

hi today morning quite moody coz... ai ya i think too much liao. coz actually wan watch movie but balester not feeling well (towards the end of the day is sort of fake) i noe him la... nevermind loh don watch also can... cannot force ppl one ma...wadeva. den nothing do den everybody like busy toking to each other so feel sort of............alone loh.

den after school go serena house loh. didnt actually have fun but have enjoy la. at home also nothing do... den we played pool (something like billard). den serena and sherlyn hide in a closet making funny noises...horny ones... den jy, vanny and everybody laugh loh. den dey go sing donno wad songs... very out of tune. :P den we go record they sing haha dey donno. anyway serena dog very cute... pitiful also coz kena enclose (not trap hor) in the toilet. :P

thx to balester for calling me in the evening ya i like ppl call or sms me. :P bored ma... anyway tomorrow post exam activity have rollerskating. Yeah! very lk forward to it! i started rollerskated 2 years ago & ended 2 years ago... coz no personal rollerskate ma! anyway i buying next wk! Yayme!

Night everyone!

6:04 AM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

haai! ... ok lets cut today's post short. :P

i wen cycling with andy, balester and andy's fren... luckily atrey not around if i sure cannot go wan... ya and we went cycling. we cycled around donno where... i think is at bishan and marymount dere for bout 2 hours, kaching! :P is like "i open eyes, the world seems a different place, the colours are brighter and the air is sweet to taste." from the song .

ya den have a few uphill den i like omg. :P very tiring... ya den for the 2nd uphill i almost fell down coz andy's fren in front donno wad happen stuck or wad... :P after a few 10 minutes i think we were confused bout the route we were taking... ya den need to climb a flight of stairs... of course i reluctant la first time carry bike. :P at first we wen past the stairs den i was relieved no nd climb. but den we reverse den end up climbling the stairs. luckily i can carry my bike. :P

ya den come back dat time we nd to cross one small road den a lot cars. den stil have a lot cars. den i wait for car stop den faster cross den andy dey al still standing at the other side. den we were smiling at each other. :P den cycle home liao loh. wa andy fren stil wave at me leh! so gd! i really enjoyed myself. :P Got to go!

2:35 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008

hi, today atrey go malaysia leh. too bad for 1 day nia... by right i should be happy but kinda miss him... :P

In the holy bible, chapter 10 proverbs of solomon, verse 12, "Hatred stir up dissensions, but love covers over all wrong". is not i christian or wad lah... is i happened to read the bible which i seldom do and thought that it was one of the wise words so i memorised it. :P Dont u agree with me rachel?

so from today onwards i am going to tok to atrey... dont care wad he think liao. :P i don tok to him also no use. anyway my promise to myself not is tok to him for 1 wk is up so can tok liao! :P

I like Ready to fly the song now... maybe it suits my mood. its available in the playlist juz scroll down. :P don like ur prob. :P

5:05 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2008

to atrey again... read the below post first den read this wan.

ei i juz remember 1 thing... u last time even admit i'm ur gd fren over sms... nevermind.

I didnt regret being ur... with u. i really enjoyed being with u... wadeva.

Ur smile is nice... :)

2:10 AM

TO ATREY ONLY: I'm going to 'scold' you, if u stil treat me as ur fren(which u probably wont) den u should not be angry, juz take the 'Advice".

SEE LA I FORGET WAD TO SCOLD LIAO!

its time i learn to fall, to see the word gdbye, to tell u dat its over now...

I dont think i'm angry liao coz 70% anger vent le... If u stil angry with me u r also not a not petty person.

Wait a minute... I stil have 1 thing to clarify. I DONT NEED ANYONE'S SYMPATHY so dont always say i wan ppl empathy or wadeva. If i say u act angry coz u wan gain ppl's empathy u happy meh?

I've asked u a long time ago how can i improve or change myself. u said nothing, no need! but den u suddenly shoot vulgarities & tell me all my bad points... I dont wan that... iwan u to tell me face to face wad i should do .

The choice is urs, to stop being petty and always misunderstand ppl... next time before u scold anyone, ask them clearly to explain themselvess 1st no matter how angry u are. &stop teasing ppl coz u wont feel nice if ppl tease u too...

1:53 AM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I'm going to CRITICISE ATREY now: you little jerk! wad do u think i am?! ur toy?! now den i realise u have never accepted me! u wan scold me den scold, you wan play den play?! i don wan to be ur toy! u think wad?! you have a bit muscle anyhow showoff! u wan show off den wait for ur muscles become biggest in the whole sch den show lah! SHAMLESS! and always call ppl bastard u r the bastardest of the bastards! rude! arrogant! selfish!

I HAD ENOUGH OF U! u don clarify things with me den came blame me! u never thought of my feelings! everything i did u think i wan ppl's sympathy?! i not orphan hor! u think wad?! u scold ppl cb or stfu ppl scared arh?! u HARRIDAN! COWARD! U NOTHING TO ARGUE DEN USE VULGARITIES! idiot i care for u so much and yet not only you didnt appreciate, but also treat me like a playing thingy?! u heartless! FROM TODAY ONWARDS I'M NOT GOING TO CARE BOUT U LIAO! coz i tolerate ur fing attitude for so long! i donwan to hang on to something that doesnt pay for my efforts! whole day say ppl act u leh?! act shit! and u think u can use other ppl's name to scold me?! u despicable! Now den i critising u!

(the above scoldings is ONLY meant for atrey...unfortunately)

i didnt say not he not my fren anymore......

1:31 AM

thank you andy for being so understanding. if only atrey is more like u den wont have so much misunderstandings. i know he still angry with me so i've made a decision: i shall not tok to him unless he tok to me first.

coz i think i cant be like u everytime give in to him... i shall not.

1:21 AM

Monday, October 13, 2008

i remember 1 time i asked him how i cam improve on myself den he said nothing...... juz now he said wadeva i posts are not true... i can garantee over 80% is true! maybe i also didnt make things clear den i post... but is also my thoughts wad.

i quite a few times stated" these posts are not to critisize or blame anyone is juz expressing my thoughts" don understand english meh?! other blog scold those f words i didnt wad!

i'm sry that i didnt ask atrey permission to add his link... u wan me delete?

6:14 AM

zhihong i really don understand... if you not happy with my posts you can tell me... i can delete.
no i have stated the posts are to express my thinkings. u go see my 25 september posts lah! the last part have write! i also have write a few times on other posts go find la! have i no freedom to even express my thoughts on my own blog?

I admit that you've heed some of my advice... i see you've become a greater person... but like last time... YOU STILL DONT CLARIFY THINGS WITH ME DEN COME AND BLAME ME! like dat time jeng yih keep asking u whether u like some body or not den u straight away COME SCOLD ME THROUGH SMS WITHOUT ASKING ME WHETHER DID I TELL HIM U LIKE ANYONE! I DIDNT DO IT YET U COME SCOLD WITHOUT PROVE! HAVE U FORGOTTEN?!

now my world like shake here shake there... i also donno y ppl thinks wadeva i do have motive... i've heeded my frens' advice to scold a person back if he scolds me but everything got worse... i also donno wad to do... maybe i should continue to... act as nothing happened?

6:00 AM

and there goes a "war" on my blog... maybe my gd frens too...

5:58 AM

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Okay tis msg is for atrey: Although i'm saying tis for the 3rd time... THE POSTS ARE NOT MEANT TO CRITISIZE OR BLAME ANYBODY... JUZ FOR TYPING MY THOUGHTS! so don think this blog only write ur bad things... also have write ur good things wad... scroll down or go to archieves below the tagboard and search lah!
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wa lao yesterday atrey apologize 2 times liao lah... but i dont think i've say anything to forgive him... i know i like dat very petty but is i tolerate very long liao mah... i haven even vent out al my anger! now he angry with me... ya la i'm guilty lah... but not everything my fault wad! wadeva. but walao he no need like dat mah! he started it first... i didnt accept his apology... equal liao wad! he now angry with me! petty also ma! ai ya now i also very troubled... andy also like dat... so sad...

9:43 PM

wa lao yesterday i feel so ... HNG!

i was smsing andy den i asked him a question. den atrey sent me a sms. i'm i lucky or wad?! he sent the sms is for andy but accidently send wrongly to me and guess wad? is bout me! not gd thing somemore! and related to the question i'm asking andy! dats means wen i chatting with andy, andy is telling wad i'm toking to him bout! well dat means if i'm going to tell him a secret atrey will also know lah?! i felt sssssssssoooooooooooooooo betrayed! so dissapointed with andy! i knew it.. he would always side atrey. but wad i smsing he is something like "privacy" ma! if i wan atrey know wad i toking myself i go find him no need find andy! even tis is a minor incident but is stil "betraying" me wad! i can't believe he like dat!

and i thought i was going to be his very good fren! i guess i'm juz dreaming... so sad.....................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

i guess now i only can trust balester liao... if he also like andy den i donno who to trust liao... maybe not even my parents......... :((

1:38 AM

Friday, October 3, 2008

MUHAHAHA! yesterday i argued with atrey bout some literature thingy. HAHA i tok back! I feel good nenenenene... no la i scared he dont wan fren me liao. so i be stupid and apologize for shouting at him. I stupid hor?! duh... luckily he today didnt balme me :P

FOR A FULLER VIEW OF WAD HAPPENED TUNE IN TO LAMINTON CHATTERBOX. joking! ask me loh full a fuller view of wad happened. :P this privilege is only to ppl who know me not in the blog. :P

12:59 AM

Thursday, October 2, 2008

wa today during pe the teacher give use see 1video bout a flimstrip of a girl. the background music is ... so touching. wa if the teacher say the girl die i think i cry. Chio! :P

1:07 AM